i wake up and u just
disappear in my dream...
the longingness for u...
have left me all so fragile
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1st july 2003 is e day i'll never forget... Since e 1st time i saw u, just feel like knowing ya! ... luckily enough.. i got ur num from my fren.. u always make me feel at ease.. spending time with u is great.. may it be hours.. minutes.. or even seconds.. i do treasure every single moment with you.. hearing u saying that i'm special in front of me is really touching.. rem e time we meet up at suntec city.. e day when ur bike ran out of fuel..? rem e time we meet up for e concert at victoria..? rem e time we went out at night to newton circus for supper..? n rem recently, we met up at holland village for lunch at foster's..? every single time i meet up with u, i'll always rem all them! .. just recently, we met up at holland village.. its been a really great time.. e ambience of the cafe.. e food.. n just everything seems so perfect.. we talked about everything.. from food to love to marriage to beauty tips n even to e future plans of going on a holiday with you.. but when u tell me u planning to settle down at e age of 30, just feel like hiding at a little corner.. at that moment my mind just went blank.. didnt really know what to say.. how to react.. n my feelings to it.. i really dunno what to say.. just wish to ask u what abt me..? u are definitely someone very special to me.. someone i will never wanna lose.. someone i love spending time with.. but all these word are always kept deeply in my heart.. just wonder have u ever think of my feelings..? .. do u really mean the words you say.. will u really not ever forget me n rem me for life like you've promised me? do u really mean it when u say i will be e first person to sit in ur car..? do u really mean it when u say u will cook my fav food one day..? do u really mean all these..? really wish u tell me how u feel.. would love to know.. but am afraid of e answer n losing ya.. how??? sob.. spending time with u n being with u is just like i'm living in a dream.. forever so memorable.. so sweet. . so beautiful.. but i just wonder.. will this dream ever come true...???
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